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Monday, July 30, 20075:17 PM

ASYIKK. Finally... I changed my blogskin again. I dont want navigations. Why? Suke hati aku ah.

Lemme see... I really didnt have the mood to study today. Oh well, one of those days. All I want to do was to read my newly borrowed books from school library.

Ryan went to India. Tsk.

Anyway, had real fun with the girls in the library. I mean, we bitched and stuff. Been a long time since I BITCHED about someone. Lol.

Ok. Am I like invisible or what? Maybe I am to the drivers. Like, I almost got knocked down by this STUPID STUPID van. Like, OBVIOUSLY he saw me wanting to walk behind his van. And then he just reversed. FULL SPEED. Then he halt to a stop. Giving this face like as if it was MY FAULT. I SWEAR TO GOD HE SAW ME LAH OK. And im like giving him a defiant pose and kicked his van. Peduli ape aku. Kalau langgar aku, aku mampos mcm mane.

Why on earth wld I say driverSSS. Because it happened a lot of times. And, same case. Driver saw me and just pretend im not there. Like, the other day, went to IMM, i was walking in the carpark... in front of the dead PARKED cars. I was like, standing lah infront of the car. It didnt start in the first place. Then suddenly this stupid driver just rammed at me. Hit my leg lah monyet. What happened next? U wldnt wanna noe.

now, why the hell am i saying all these.

dah ah.

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Sunday, July 29, 20079:14 PM

ooohhh... I spent the best moment of my life with my family and my friends just now. Sat by the rooftop. Just, spending time together ... Took pictures. Had fun.

LIKE AS IF.

I was totally lying. All that didnt happen. I didnt go out.

Tomorrow english paper. Best.

Bye lah.

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Saturday, July 28, 20078:48 PM

When boredom just frigging strikes...

Natural.

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2:24 PM

Yesterday night kakak zai cut the cake... Umi, abah and abg zaki bought for her Georgio Armani perfume yg mahal nk mampos lagi murah aku nye paris hilton perfume. Then I bought for her pink and red roses. Cute kan. Lol.

School was okay. As pernormal, Im always having issues with Gopal. He call me monkey. Hoho. Pacar is monkey. not me! =p

Anyway, I played soccer with the guys during P.E! Whee~ Finally. I mean, I thought they wouldnt let a girl play but they did ah. I mean, they invited me to play. =) Mateen was like ''Eh, aku takot ah bola rembat kau''. Lol. Sorry sikit eh. Aku tak takot bola.

I team up with ian, mateen, din, cerwin and firdaus. We lost lah. 4-3. And... I SCORED one! Wheee~ Abeh nk bangge pe Ruz. Eh, mesti ah... Playing with the guys is way different than with the girls. No shirt-pulling and screaming. Lol. But... Jia Xian kicked my leg when I tried to tackle the ball from him. Haha. Everyone was like ''EH YOU OKAY? YOU OKAY?'' Haha. Takot anak dara org injured eh... Muahahhaa. Si Amir plak... tak abes2 tendang bola tu lagi sikit nk kene kepale aku yg cute nie. Then, he stepped on my toe. Hahaha.

Yeah, after school didnt go home straight away. Hang around with the guys ... Gi kedai budjet. Haha. Then sat under the void deck. Accompanying them waiting for friday prayers. Dudok dengan korang bleh mati sak. Ketawe2. Oh ya. Got this video... hahahhaa. This spoke-person was giving a patriotic speech or something to the audience. Haha. He was shouting and all and then his fake teeth came out. Hahahaha. I'll try searching for the video and post it here.

So I went home... Watch Avril Lavigne Live in Budokan [DVD]. She kickass harder than any female artist. Her songs in that concert was from the first and second album. Wow. She grew up a lot. But, still, her songs has an effect on me. Remembering those times when I was this stupid angry girl who's angry with the world... being depressed and stuff. But now I've changed. I smile a lot. Trust me. I think. Haha.

Changed my blog song.

I'll end this with a lil note for the girls out there.

I know you're kind of girl
you only care about one thing
Who you've seen or where you've been
who's got money

I see that look in your eyes
it tells a million lies
But deep inside I know why
you're talking to him

I know what you're all about
I really hope he figures it out

She's one of those girls
they're nothing but trouble
just one look and now you're seeing double
before you know it she'll be gone
off to the next one

She's so good that you won't see it coming
she'll take you for a ride and you'll be left with nothing
You'll be broke and she'll be gone
off to the next one

She’s gonna be the end of you
At least that’s what they say
It’s been a while, you’re in denial
And now it’s too late

The way she looks makes you hide
All the warning signs
Cus her blonde hair, her blue eyes
Makes you wanna die

I know what she’s all about
I really hope you figure it out

You know it’s a game, you know it’s a game
She keeps playing around with your head, playing around with your head
She’s so insane, so insane
She’s the one to blame, she’s the one to blame

YAY. Lyrics to ''One of those girls'' by Avril.

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Thursday, July 26, 20075:16 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KAKAK ZAI
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

ALLAH SELAMATKAN KAMU
ALLAH SELAMATKAN KAMU
ALLAH SELAMATKAN KAKAK ZAI
ALLAH SELAMATKAN KAMU

POTONG KUEH NYA
POTONG KUEH NYA
POTONG KUEH NYA SEKARANG JUGA
SEKARANG JUGA
SEKARANG JUGA~

SELAMAT HARI LAHIR BUAT LOH YA KAKAK
YA UMUR NYA UDAH 24 GITU LOH
CEPATIN CARIK-IN JODOHNYA
PASTINYA YANG GANTENG2 YA

k. Korang tk faham the third stanza kan? Dunno how it should be sang kan? Hahaha. Nak tau? Nanti aku nyanyikan.

Ok. stop.

Yeah. I confided to beastie. And he sent me this:

''They're initimidated by how beautiful u are and how u look kickass in everything you wear. They know they can't follow your style so they go to hate tagging. They're jealous of the great friends and family you have and can't live the way you do. Personally these ppl don't have a life. Now, believe in you.''

See? Ingatkan senang nak dapat beastie mcm nie. Oh. What's beastie? BESTIE. BESTFRIEND. Faham? lol.

ANYWAY, math lesson today was havoc. I was so sleepy so I told gopal ''I WANNA SLEEP LAH''. Then he just smiled. So, he was giving us this lecture about passing math and it drifted me off to a lil sleep and was awake by his LOUD, accentuate points and stuffs. But then, he was amazed I could answer some math stuff even with my eyes half opened. Lol. Wanie and Farhanna was being irritating as usual. Opps. Ader ke bagi aku gula2 tk sedap. Haha.

Yeah. Gopal told everyone not to befriend with me because I'm crazy. Haha.

Had English paper 1 test during remedial. Before that, Ms Shirin Goh, brief us on admission to JC/MI and Polytechnic. Mrs Goh was biased for JC. Coz, shes like promoting jc and stuff which is good because its like the first time a teacher actually persuade us to make it to the jc/mi. Wheee. I need at least a C6 for frigging mathematics. And I'm currently like 3 grades down; F9. Can someone help me?

But then, Mrs Goh gave us a lot of encouragement. Its like there was something in her that makes me wanna work hard and excel. Alah, semangat berkobar2 sekejap aje... Ader crite best, buku tolak tepi. Haha.

Asal ah... Tak leh upload gmbr. Nak letak gmbr pacar pon susah.

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Wednesday, July 25, 20074:32 PM

Macam malas gitu aku nak post gambar dengan bebual pasal sekolah ini hari.

Wire trip ah, suddenly.

I don't understand guys ah. But trust me I have NOTHING against them. Sometimes they speak and blabbered like that of a grandmother which I couldnt understand. I'm not referring this to any particular person... just my point of view.

It's annoying... I mean, guys have egos and stuff. They realise this themselves. But, don't dump all your ego to a girl like me 'cause I wouldnt wanna give a FISH about it. Bleh saket gigi tau thinking about this. I'm not kidding. My tooth is aching now.

Is it wrong for me to go out with a friend? A friend who I hadnt see for a long time? A friend who I rarely get to hang out with? AAAAAAARGH. Pusing lah kepale. *chews gum*

AGAIN, I'm not referring to anyone. Just some thoughts I wanna pour out. Don't ask me anything about all these ok? My blog, aku nye pasal lah ok.

I hope you know,
I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry

I'm saying this... I love you. Yes I do.

Cinta ini kadang kala tak ada logikah.

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Tuesday, July 24, 20074:24 PM

In school:

Feeling of hatred, sorrow, insane, retard, pathetic, happy, moronic ... Hatred for her. her. Once I hate a person, I'll hate him/her forever.

.. and thats why I broke down in school. I think. I don't really have a specific reason why I was moody in school today. Not BECAUSE OF HER coz I dont really have time to think about it.

Anywaaay, after school we had geog test. Did my test and called umi asking permission to go library. She said yes so I met zeuuu.

Then yeah, in the library saw nazurah's sister. She was like ''Kakak org ape?'' Im like ''Melayu lah''. And she said ''Oh, ingatkan mat salleh''. LOL. Shes blind i think!

And then I went home... Joy.

So many things to do today...

And yeah, hate taggers, come get me. Lol!!!

For everyone who has been reading my blog, I love going out with my family. I feel sooo safe around them. Plus, I wasnt given freedom by my dad. So, I couldnt go out with friends and this just SHOWS that my dad is a very caring and particular father as he wants the best for his wild daughter. And it works because I dont rebel towards him. hats off to that. And he certainly dont want me to be some juvenile school children who harrass one another for EXAMPLE : Harrassing or being jealous and then tag on innocent lives' blog. Lol. He also thought me not to be a chicken assed wipe. Lol.

Okay. Im done.

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Monday, July 23, 20073:44 PM

Day 1

I hate the beach. But, geram plak tgk budak2 nie mandi. Haha.

Wan Hilmi

From left: Wan Nur Syakirah, Wan Nur Syafiqah and Wan Fahmi

Nie mmg tkde makne.

At the extreme right is your matair.

DAY 2

In a cab.

That's my brother. Duh.

That's my sister. Double duh.

That's me. Double duh duh. And I think I look fat.

Day 1:

So I agreed and followed Umi to Sentosa. Relatives all were there. But I didnt plan to swim or what as I have sensitive skin and can get all sunburnt in a minute. And, I dont even want to get sun tanned or burnt. I just hate the beach. So, I spent my time laying there... Shiok sendiri. Step jambu... Ignoring people's stares... And Im not kidding. Chinese stare at me like... what seh. A lot of chinese stare at me than the malays... why? My face looks like chinese ke???? =(Yeah, I didnt go off with them. I went off to vivo to meet kakak zai and her friend. Like, I called my sister and said I've arrived. She asked me to wait in front of forever 21. So I waited. Standing outside forever 21... near the framed mannequins. And... passer bys were looking at me and then the mannequin and then at me again. !!! Get what I mean?

So, they came. Walk around for a while and then kakak zai's friend went off. Kakak zai bought for me gummies from mini toons and ben and jerry's. Yummy. Walk around and then went home.

Day 2:

Woke up. Baby haziq and family came. Whee. Play with baby haziq. Sooo cute!!! Yeah, and then they went home then we went out. Ok. Retarded use of language. Anywaaaay, took a cab to queensway with umi, kak zai and abg zaki. Abg zaki wanted to buy futsal shoes... Took a cab coz we hadn't had much time coz we were told that nanny was admitted at changi hospital. My dad's mom ah. After Queensway took a cab to changi hosp. Saw relatives and stuffs... Was there for quite sometime. Met cuzzie nadia! Wheee~ Yeah, Uncle din family came too. So Umi, kak zai and abg zaki went off with them by van... off to some places while i insisted on riding the new modified bike owned by abah. Haha. So it was raining... We had to wait. And then after a couple of hours we went off. I'm telling you, with the amount of clothes I had on me, I can die of coldness. It was damn cold. Abah was speeding and the wind and the rain hit me like... ok. =( It was freezing cold. I used abah jacket. Luckily but yet still cold. And then we stopped by bukit batok petrol station to fill in the tank. And then off to bukit batok coffee shop. Abah ajak makan. So I ate. And then from that coffee shop to home I wasnt wearing the jacket. It was damn frigging cold. So I reached home around... 11 plus.

Today:

Okay. Was okay. Had chemistry test which I didnt revise as I forgot all about it. Borrowed some books from the library with wanie. Ader budak sebok dropped FNN.

K done.

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Friday, July 20, 200710:19 PM

She's pretty, isn't she? =))

Ceh ceh. During P.E. While the rest suffer under the sun, we camwhored. lol.

Nie muke aku mintak kene SEPAK.

YES. I love this pic. Cume din kalau tkde lagi lawa ah. hahaa.

IYE.

GOGO.

Okay. Racial harmony day. Wore cheong samDOL. I mean cheong sam. It was fun... Like, we receieved a lot of compliments and stuff. Appreciate it. Though, there were a lot of gross remarks and perverted remarks by some juvenile school children in Shuqun Secondary School. Smiles received from people whom I find IGNORING me when Im in school uniform. Like, whatever seh.

After that... Went home. Changed and went off to meet the guys. Jammed at Ain Society. My sis' work place. So fun but were weren't really into it. I mean, into the songs we were playing. All slacked. Probably because we laughed too much. Oh ya. Hashim came along too.

Ya... It rained when we were all on our way to the place from West Mall. It rained heavily. So, we were already half way and all... so we just heck care and stormed through the rain. Best~ Yeah right. Basah kuyup.

Tomorrow going off to Sentosa. Yeah, how fun. WHATEVER OKAY. I dont wanna go... But, oh well...

Bye ah.

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Thursday, July 19, 20075:48 PM

YAAAAAY. ENGLISH ORAL PRELIM WAS EASY EASY EASY. SHANANA. Okay. Im unsure if Mr Tham lied to us about our examiners or ... was it a last minute change? Ok, I doubt mr tham would like to us. He wldnt do that. Maybe last minute change. Oh well. Anyway, I was told that my examiners would be Ms Georgina Chin and Mdm Kurusamy but it turned out to be... Mr Adrian Tan and Ms Sumiate. o.O

It was easy. Both examiners was fun. They laughed and stuff.

Ya. So lesson was okay. Just that I slept during Math lesson. The weather was so cold. And gopal didnt come. Mr joshua tan replaced him. and... ya i was sleepy.

tomorrow RACIAL HARMONY DAY. Im so gonna wear my cheongsam. Wanie's goinna wear them too. Yvonne wearing kebaya. wheee.

Alah. korang tk jiwe ah. mari ramai2 pakai sari.

hmmm ya. went to kedai kopi aiman with the guys, wanie and farhanna. tempat lepak kiter kepe.

k dah.

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Wednesday, July 18, 20074:27 PM

Ape seh bang up? Sendiri pikir. Haha.

Plain jane.

Aku suro korang CIUM itu camera... Bukan dkt burgerboy.

I'm ok. Wanie's fine. Budak tengah2 aku tk kenal. Bekas matair bugs bunny.

Tengah2 matair bugs bunny.

Im like so chubby lah dlm ini gmbr. The others muke sad... sape mati?

All smiles

Monkey business. Hahahahaha.

Yaaay. The pics are taken during math remedial. The first one was yesterday. Yeah, WE PAID ATTENTION during math remedial. It was during break time, I mean. Tomorrow ENGLISH ORAL PRELIM. AAAAAAARGGG! IM SO NERVOUS. Anyways i passed my physics test! Ok, not that good but I passed. Less than half of the class passed. Some get 6 and a half... or even worst, 2 and a half. LOL. oppps. =p

Yaaay. Friday going jamming with the guys at ain society. whee.

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Tuesday, July 17, 20076:32 PM