best damn thing

Sunday, September 30, 20076:34 AM

Panjangkan rambot aku... dont mind the finger.

Forgot to put up the last pic. hehs. im tired. im sleepy. im sick. planned to go for english remedial at 9 but then... woke up at 1 plus. tsk tsk.

anyone wanna be my friend?

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Saturday, September 29, 200711:58 AM

During chemistry lesson. ;)

amenda dont act cute,''CAN''?! lol.

candid. saye tgh korek idong.

farhanna belo. nk step angelina jolie. bini bugs bunny ader ah. =p

haha. i noe, right? mess with me and i'll dunk ur pea brain in there.

saye org melayu bukan cine.

I'm so tired. I hadnt rest since school finish. Don't mind my English yaw. Yet another boring day in school. mostly free periods. things weren't right with some people and i dont even know why. maybe it's just me. whatever.

hang in there wanie.

erm. rebonded my hair. i noe, right. my bro was like 'i dont see any difference'. hah. thats because initially my hair is already straight. the saloonist was pretty rough. i thought she's gonna rip off my head. haha. wanna noe something funny ... or rather flattering i must say.

the saloonist thought im a eurasian. she also thought umi was some ang moh lady with red hair. haha. she said my mom's pretty. haha. then they complimented my eyes. *batters eyelashes*. hahaha. too bad if u feel like puking 'cause this is my blog. aku nye pasal ah. hahaha.

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Friday, September 28, 20076:38 AM

Happy 23th Birthday, Avril Ramona Lavigne. =D

I was extremely sleepy in school. Slept during math lesson. I couldn't help it. The teacher was a bore. Gopal didnt come for three days straight yaw. Went India.

Poor, form teacher. See, he had a blog and now, he was forced to delete them off. Why? Because some tub of lard ass griped to the principals and HODs about his blog. We don't even know what's wrong with his blog. It seems decent. Anyway, that idiot is pissing everyone off. Who is he/she? Grrt.

To me, it's up to every blogger to write whatever they want. It's their blog, so be it. So long they don't post fake nudity photos of anyone or make retarded assumptions that can ruin a person's pride or dignity. That's stupid. Waaay stupid. But sometimes, you just have to accept the fact that your're nothing but a loser. =) Opps. Don't worry. I'm not referring this to anyone. Really.

Friends. I don't even know who to trust. No offense but sometimes, being too good towards me really is a turn-off. It's like there are motives or unknown vendetta of yours that I couldn't seem to figure out. Being too monstrous or obnoxious towards me pisses me off too. Just be the way you are. Somewhere in between, you know. Diabolical attitude I hardly entertain.

I don't think I'm that socialise. Reading people's blog makes me feel, what's happening to the world? Ok, maybe they're too social. Maybe I'm just the... corny one? Oh well, I'm still sticking to my pride. Social and me don't really click together.

It annoys me when people say this way , 'Don't disturb me, CAN?' You know, with the word 'can' at the very end of every sentence. It's way caustic.

I need to work hard on my English. I feel it's really despicable. I need to broaden my vocabulary.

Anyway, Yana sent me a message saying Ryan couldn't go online till next week. I'm gonna miss him sooo mega lots.

My love for you is interminably.
I love you immensely.
You can take my word for that.

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Thursday, September 27, 20079:53 AM

I'm like tired to type out things. so, pictures will do.

WARNING: The pics are hideous. Leave if you're afraid of puking.

Kiter step CINA.

eeeeeet.

mulot itik

bugs bunny~

retard.

stop siak ruz muke.

yay! happy tree friends~

semangat...

kesian... ader kakak pon belo.

sila masok dalam gua ini. pilih satu. jangan lupe korek dlm2.

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Wednesday, September 26, 20079:17 PM

YAY. I HAVE A NEW MOBILE PHONE. lalala. =D

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9:47 AM

I am so sleepy. I am so tired. I am so hungry.

Sleepy? No ure not sleeping after break fast Ruz. You're gonna revise math and chemistry. Follow your revision timetables. Shut up, Okay? STUDY.

Good.

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5:14 AM

LONDON BRIDGE.

I know, right?
I'm so london bridge these days.

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Tuesday, September 25, 200711:58 AM

I look so old here yaw.

Huuraay! FINALLY, I met Dinah the wondertikos. Actually,I was suppose to go to kakak zai's workplace to tutor that sec 1 kid. Then, I was already outside when kak zai called and said he's sick. So, I'm like, I'm already out so why not just stay out there now yaw. Called Dinah to meet up but she said she got POA remedial. So, i went to J.E library first alone. And then, people gave me alll thoseee weird stares that kinda freak me out. I thought my fly's open but it's not. Haha. So, I went out of there and then to ice skating place. So, I felt lonely. Smsed adriel. Zeeu. Jannah. Alyn. Its either they didnt reply or they were not free. I'm like gah. Then Dinah called. So, we meet up at bukit batok mrt station. Chill around west mall. We were crazy. Uh-huh uh-huh. Dinah's crazy!

Had a lot, a lot of fun though. =) Now, I'm gonna do my revision timetable. Waah. Lazy. Aite. Bye.

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Monday, September 24, 20079:28 PM

It's early in the morning. I decided not to spend my after-sahur period by sleeping. Anyway, watched SUSTER NGESOT yesterday night. Like, as usual, no ghost movies freak me out. Not this one either. No, I'm not being KEREK but really. Haha. The movie's kind of funny. Okay like, the ghost initially got both her legs patah before she died. Then, the ghost turn out to be cacat. Like, the ghost couldnt stand but instead seret seret gitu. You know? Ngesot is seret. Ah like that ah. The funny thing is, not even one of the victim try kicking the ghost or buat head lock ke ... ankle lock ke walls of jericho ke. Kan more action. Lagi style.

But the girl's pretty. Nia Ramadhani is super pretty. Parts of the story is about nia's friend being a ... um ... BETRAYER by having an affair with Nia's boyfriend. Boyfriend dier pon kurang ajar. If I were Nia, I would ... u want me to type out all the gore-y details? Haha.

Like, my brother just screamed at me asking for a newspaper! HAHAHA. Now I can hear him smacking the roach. Hahahaha. Shit. It was in the toilet all this while. So, while I was bathing just now ... it was... in the toilet. EEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. bodoh bodoh.

Yuck. Updating again in the afternoon.

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5:51 AM

I slept like a pig. I woke up around 2 plus in the afternoon. Tsk tsk tsk. Anyway, we're okay now. I love you lah sayang!!! Okay, so yesterday I had a lot of fun with the relatives. Cracked jokes here and there. Like, I thought I was gonna hurl because I laughed too much. Haha. Thinking about it again makes me smile. Nadia said that her school will be having prom night and I'm like ''NO WAY''. Haha. Jealous okay. Stupid Shuqun. Then at night, family and me went off to Geylang. Like, wth. Haha. Okay, I saw Samira and her boyfriend. Luckily she recognised me. And then saw Khidir too. Can say, he was one of the guys every girls had a crush on when we were sec 1. He was sec 2 then. I think. And he's not arrogant too. Phew. Like, okay, malas aku nak bebual pasal geylang. All the stares mcm ape ntah. Padehal I didnt wear expose2 seh. Then some minahreps made me my day coz ... they made me laugh. LOL.

ya i dont understand some people. Like, im not saying I dress like some metalhead but some people looked at me and go ''metal metal''. whatever. stereotypers bodoh. then, i was listening to my mp 3 ah maximum volume. salah ke aku nk headbang. tengok ... tengok. *spank* haha. bye ah.

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Sunday, September 23, 20075:50 AM

I don't care what people are thinking about us. Some say it's just a reason for you to leave me. Some made fun. To hellllllllllllllllllllllllll with these people. Believe in retribution. Yes I do. Let Him handle this.

I love you.

wondertikos, thanks again.

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Saturday, September 22, 20079:39 PM

Things got so messed up. Just when you thought everything's gonna turn out PERFECTLY fine with fairytales happy ending moments. It's not gonna end now sayang. You readers might be thinking that we fought or lil misunderstanding or our parents don't agree or jealousy or what. But, Im sorry people. The thing both of us are going through is even harder than any of your lame gf-bf relationship. Sayang, we'll get this through together. You know, I love you.

You're not alone
together we stand
I'll be by your side you know I'll take your hand
When it gets cold and it comes to an end
there's no place to go you know I won't give in
No I won't give in

Keep holding on
'cause you know we'll make it through
we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'cause you know I'm here for you
I'm here for you

So far away
I wish you were here
before it's too late this could all disappear
Before the doors close and it come to an end
With you by my side I will fight and defend
I'll fight and defend.

my love for you is never in doubt.

im slapping anyone who asks me about this post.

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12:45 PM

I was so exhausted. Initially I didnt wanna go for english remedial at 10.30am. But then, it'd be a waste not to attend such lessons. Mr Tham might be going through situational writing formats and stuffs. And, just as I thought, he went through a new format. Like, phew. Its likely to be out this year.

He mentioned that he finally knows who PTK is. We're so eager to know yaw. I mean, who wouldn't? He said it's a chinese boy. I'm not sure if there are more than one or what. Whatever it is, they messed up a lot of stuff and waste a lot of our time.

English lesson was fine. But I felt bad towards wanie. I shouted at her when she asked where the venue was. I thought she came yesterday. Okay. Sorry babe.

Goshies. I'm having math and english remedial tomorrow. I'm going. Okay. I'm going.

Tomorrow, abah's side, relatives, will gathering at nanny's house at BEDOK. AAAH. Break fast there yaw. So, I need to find a decent clothes to wear. They dont really care what I wear anyway coz they're pretty cool about it. But, as a mark of respect, bulan ramadhan, let's wear something decent. Pair of jeans that's for sure and... I dunno what. Kakak zai reccomended me wearing baju kurong. HAHA. no way. I mean... come on. ok opps. sorry.

Like, I really don't understand you. Okay. Like, I wanna understand you oh please whatever. Okay. I hate you. Uh-huh. You. I mean, so what? Writing those kind of stuffs and then tryna show all that... you're not into me anymore and you're happy with it. But hell, I'm glad you're hating me now yaw. Finally, another point to add on the chapter of friendship. TRUE friendship, that is. Don't ask who I'm referring to because if you think I'm referring to you, then it's you. I know you have a problem with me. You got a problem come and say it to my face. I don't mind. And, if you happen to see me outside, dont expect a smile from me which you used to receive. *rolls eyes*

Anyway, I'm wondering... Am I friends with my friend's enemy? Heh. This statement doesn't have anything to do with the previous paragraph so... jog on.

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Friday, September 21, 200711:53 AM

Jose Mourinho sacked from Chelsea. Hoho.

K whatever.

Science paper one was a bleak. I was tired and I didnt know what I answered or what I read. Gah.

Thanks to Ali for all the tips. =) Thanks to Fauziah as well. =D

I desperately wanna go M.I. and something in me tells me that I really can do it... if i try real hard and smart. Just scrap away this big fat letter L-A-Z-Y from across my forehead and Im sure I can go far.

Anyway, the construction work in my unknown neighbour's place pissed me off big time. It's loud and ya. Goshies.

SAY HE ADORES ME
THEN HE IGNORES ME
WHAT'S THE PROBLEM?

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Thursday, September 20, 20071:39 PM

While looking through your old box of notes
I found those pictures
That you were looking for
If there's one memory I don't want to lose
That time at the mall
You and me in the dressing room
I told myself I won't miss you
But I remembered
What it feels like beside you

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Wednesday, September 19, 20072:56 PM

I'M SICK. =(

I was a cold turkey yesterday night. My inside don't feel good. My eyes were burning. I felt like throwing up. Gah.

Draaagggsss on till today. I know I won't do well in physics. What do you expect with a condition like this. All I was thinking about is to go home and sleep.

I woke up around 2 plus. Sis' phone call woke me up. She asked if im okay and able to tutor that sec 1 guy for english. I said no ... I'm so sick. Sick bleh maen com eh? It's a diff thing now yaw. You dont have to walk and talk when playing computer. Yeah, I started this tutor thing yesterday. I don't wanna talk about it.

Tomorrow no school. Yipeeee. More reason to stay at home.

Initially, umi told me not to fast. But I'm like ''Dont waannnttt~'' Then she said I have to... if not my condition worsen. Lagi susah. Then she said moreover im schooling and stuff. then i was like ''Tomorrow I'm not schooling''. Okay then. Gee. So i still fast.

Right. I'm still wondering who my real friends are. Talk to me for attention? Or because you're bored. Hmmm.

Anyway, cant wait for the end of o levels exams. Im sooo gonna dye my hair purple streaks with red ends. =)

ryan i miss you.

happy birthday, pamela girlfriend!

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Sunday, September 16, 20074:04 PM

Hmmm.

Yesterday night went to giant with sis, umi and umi dah's family. Blah blah. So, no mini skirts and shorts this month. Thats what Umi said. ''Respect the month, honey.'' Ok fine.

And then put our groceries back at home and then off to geylang with them. took van. we didnt actually go down and stroll around geylang. too packed with people. went there just to see the lights. lol. nothng better to do aye.

liverpool draw . =/

erm. i slept like a log and woke up at 2 plus pm. Half of the house was painted. Pink and purple.

movie marathon or what?

and thanks ryan for telling me she's gonna be dead at the end of the story. bite u!

oh. daddy's gonna bring u to spore. i hope. fat hope.

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Saturday, September 15, 20072:32 PM

OmG~~~ Social Studies paper is finally over! For prelims, that is. Haha. I'm so stressed when it comes to social studies. I MUST get high marks for it or... im doomed. Okay nvm. Thank GOD conflicts and co-operation came out. All about diplomacy and deterrance. Im glad I actually revised the whole thing. Phew double phew. But, I hate source based question. I prefer essay yaw.

Yay. No school for three days straight. No paper for me on Monday. Wheee~

Ya, happy puase.

Can I say something. I hate it when anyone asks ''Did you pray?'' coz i think it's a very personal matter. It's between me and God yaw.

Im having a headache. I just woke up from a deep sleep. Aaaah. Life's like this.

I try to hide it so that anyone knows
but i guess it shows
when you look into my eyes.

ryan i love you and i'll spend my whole life with you.
there will be no one after you.
i vowed to myself.

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Friday, September 14, 200710:39 AM

Prelims. I dont wanna talk about it.

I know I hadnt been online that much.

And ... God, am I crying? So what if its puasa? WHO SAYS PUASA TK LEH NANGIS? prove it. it's not written anywhere. so, JOG ON.

RYAN I LOVE YOU.

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Sunday, September 9, 20076:18 PM

I look so ugly k.

whee.

Yesterday was quite fun. Went to city hall first. Waited for kakak zai's friend. Then headed off to esplanade. They wanted to camwhore so I was the photographer. Haha. They're super funny yaw.

I too had a couple of my pics taken. But I dont have the pics yet so yeah. Post it some other time.

Actually we went to a lot of places. Merlion we went too. Gah.

Then both of them went seperate ways and kak zai and me met up with abah and umi at bukit timah COURTS. nak tengok almari. imagine half of the door toppled over.

Then ate at al-amin ke ape ntah. Then home. Taxi ride yesterday was hella fun. Fast and ... safe. lol.

K. went to umi dah's house just now. pindah2. talk2. k bye.

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12:07 PM

I woke up late. English remedial starts at eight and i went out at eight. Haha. Reached and was amazed by the number of turn ups. Tsk tsk. Only a handful turn up. And, I'm proud to say that I never skip any remedials during the holidays. =) Math class was cancelled. Gopal sick. Rose and me wento J.E. to have breakfast. Macdonald. Used her money first. Lol. Thanks. Was ordering and then one of the workers, a guy, told his friend ''Eh, the white colour jacket is the nicest jacket ever. Liverpool Liverpool.'' Haha. And i assumed tat his friend is a fan of MAN U and he is a fan of LIVERPOOL. haha. I just smiled. Ate. Accompanied her to buy facial mask and hair clips and then head home.

Umi brought home our framed family photo and kak zai's framed photo. k bye.

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Friday, September 7, 20076:45 PM

Had a pretty good day. Went to school for remedial. Blah blah. And then accompanied Wanie and Farhanna to kedai kopi. Then went back home. Asked abah permission. Went off to meet Pamela darling first at J.E. And then hang out for awhile and then off to Boon Lay to meet Yana.

Headed to King's factory to buy ice cream. Eh, cheap cheap lah! You know the waffer usually cost 60 cents each, this time offer 20 cents each. Buy 1 carton inside have 24. Hoho. Then I bought 2 cookie dough nuts tub and 2 chocolate sundae tub. All for 18.90. Murah kan. I mean, slalunye gini2 je dah ... I donno how much lah. But all cheap2. Go go. Promote kape kak.

Anyway, thanks RYAN SAYANG for the ice creamSSS.

Okay... I'm gonna be a photographer tomorrowww...

Have to revise. EVERYONE ELSE IS BUSY WITH STUFFS. Monday prelims. AND I JUST HEARD THAT WE'RE GONNA BE HAVING 2 PRELIMS FOR MATH, SCI AND ENGLISH. OH JOY.=/

Anyway, dig this.

Nofx - The Idiot Son Of _______ Lyrics

He's not smart, a C student
And that's after buying his way into school
Beady eyes, and he's kinda dyslexic
Can he read? No one's really quite sure
He signs stuff and he executes people
Maybe that's why, he doesn't have any friends
Cocaine and a little drunk driving
Doesn't matter, when you're the Commander in Chief.

Idiot son of an _______
He's the idiot son of an ______
Idiot son of an _______
He's the idiot son of an _______

Put on some make-up, turn on the 8-Track,
I'm putting a week back on the shelf,
Suddenly I'm the President, of the United States,
But then I woke up, and realized I'm still me.
He's too dumb, to eat pretzels, apparently smart enough to fix an election.
Moved boldly into the White House,but most people voted against him.
He likes naps, He's good at naptime,
A couple of naps and then a nap and then he's ready for bed,
He may be from Bush decent,
He's always gonna be unpresident

Idiot son of an _______
He's the idiot son of an ______
Idiot son of an ________
He's the idiot son of an ______
Idiot son of an ______
He's the idiot son of an ______

He's 'their' president!

* I filter any vulgarities yaw.

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Thursday, September 6, 20073:12 PM

Thanks to beastie for rescuing me from bubblegum industries. Not that I abhore bubblegumeses, but beastie knows what I mean.

I hate stereotypers. Get a life. Let me listen to what I wanna listen.

Going off to nanny's house at bedok. Oh, joy. I'm lazy. And Umi decided to take a bus ride. I hate BUSES. I prefer MRT.

Thanks Ryan for being there.

Bye.

I am drinking in the cold of this night
Old grey wolf lying upon my foots
Is licking the hand of mine
It is night... in my heart
It is moon... in my eyes
I am hidden in a fog - my own breath

Old as the blood itself -- The Cult of the Undead Vampirism !
Frenzy of lust, frenzy of pain
She was only ''sixteen''
No cry has bursted from her lips
Pity that she had to die
But how sweet was her neck...

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Wednesday, September 5, 20077:46 PM

Finally managed to get this pic in the com. Took from Farhanna. SPOT ME. =)

INSANE!

Camwhored alone at kakak zai's workplace

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3:03 PM

Boo.

The internet so slow lah. I'm at Kakak zai's workplace. She asked me to accompany her so I did.

I woke up at seven. Had breakfast date with sis at MacDonalds. And then it was already nine. I was supposed to be in school but then but heck care lah. So, kakak zai and me took a cab. First stop at my school and then her's.

I thought I was late. But was still strolling down the canteen and that's when I saw my whole class clustered together d0ing some paperwork. Went to them and asked. They said the class starts at 930 and Mr Tham wants all comprehension worksheet done. Luckily I did most of the questions. So, I'm left with some and yeah I finished them.

Lesson as usual. Shared riddles here and then with fellow companions. Haha. So funny. I love seeing the expression painted on their faces when I gave them the riddles and them, cracking their brains for the answers. Haha. Muke belo.

After that... decided to have lunch with wanie and farhanna. Went to M mart to get ourselves maggie cup and then boiled yeah . Found a spot under the void deck which I called 'wayang' [alyn, jannah, ingat tk? aha] and then sat and eat. Chilled for a moment and then headed off seperate ways.

Reached home, changed. Make my way to the interchange. Bus 66 to here arrived ever so late ok . Darah up.

Yeah, and here I am. Pretty bored.

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12:27 PM

YAY. I'm feeling sooo much better now. Believe it or not... I'm saying my thanks and sorryS to those who helped me and... those who tried talking but I said 'scram'.

So, chemistry we did practical again. Sat with firdaus. Stupid! Play around with the chemicals only eh. He burnt this splint with a compound, bau taik k. Haha. Then got this guy ah from express class, he was washing the test tubes and all then the water splashed my shorts and i was like 'EH. WET YOU KNOW!' - ah lian tone. then he said sorry. ya, awhile later i felt bad ah shouting at him like that. so i said sorry. see, baek tau aku.

After chem, we have about ... 30 mins break before physics. Followed the guys to toh guan. To the street soccer. It was fun! I mean, we saw this GIANT trolley then I get inside and they pushed me around. Fun ah. Scary as well coz i thought they're gonna push me right through the wall.

They skipped physics remedial. Some of them went a lil late. But I did went ok! No matter how high the temptation was to skip remedial. Haha.

Sat with syafiq. I thought physics will be held at odyssey. Air-conditioned. Sedap sikit. Skali dlm lab. Aler.

Then it was supposed to end at 12. Then my class mcm monyet they were like ''OK OK. PACK UP PACK UP''. Haha So we ended at 11. Went to kedai and bought chips. Then reach home. Bla bla. I wanted to play soccer with the guys ah, skali got this guy i dislike, playing soccer. Sebok seh. Din was like 'ala buat bodoh je ah. aku pon tk suke dier tpi aku maen jgk'. Dont want ah din. Kalau dier ader, mcm dier maen sorang seh. Lagi aku perempuan mane dier nk pass bola kat aku.

Hmmph.

Oh ya, yesterday, umi, kakak zai and me went to jurong west to buy undergarments. I bought 1 coli. Haha. Kakak zai bought a lot sak! Haha. Oh yeah. Fikri tagged along. Then we went to ... jurong point. Nak bayar bill. What see see?

Then ate at pizza hut. Yum yum yum. I want more! Not enough seh.

I was eating ah ... muke confirm burok nye kalau makan mcm ... khinzir. Then, I looked up then spotted 2 matreps staring at me. Tsk. Then I gave them this look. -.- haha. I continue eating mcm piggy. Heck care lah!

Why stare seh? Something wrong with my face? Oh, confirm diorg shock tgk aku mkn muke tk control. Eh, who got time to control muke seh when eating. Not like you control jambu lah. haha.

btw... i looked so sick yesterday.

Dah ah.

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Monday, September 3, 20073:04 PM

Yesterday night was the suckiest night ever after confession. Oh, like I wanna talk about it here. *rolls eyes*.

Soccer actually cheered me up. Chelsea lost oh padan muke. Liverpool top ranking oh yes.

Drogba penipu besar. Those who watched yesterday match will know what Im talking about.

Chelsea second goal very nice.

Today had chem and physics remedial. Did practical. I was serious. and i hardly smile or talk to anyone. Terrible mood you see. I ignored everyone and I don't feel the least bit sorry about that. Oh, too bad!

Went back. Changed. Asked permission from abah. Went off to jurong library alone. I prefer to be alone just now. I don't like people around me to suffocate me with their so-called concern vendetta. I hate it when anyone ask what's wrong with me.

Did my comprehension. Went to macdonalds. Ate. Then home.

What a day...

Tetapi hatiku selalu meninggikanmu
terlalu meninggikanmu
selalu meninggikanmu

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Sunday, September 2, 20074:12 PM

Huraaay. Sweating sweating.

Yeah. Watched movie with kak zai, her colleaque and her clients [teenagers ah]. I felt a lil awkward coz i dont really mix around with them but they were hilarious. I hope they wont think im arrogant coz im not! Im just shy you noe. Watched DEAD SILENCE. It was fun! Okay. It was creepy. I'm not scared but anything to do with physco-looking dolls kinda freak me out a little. And... the ending is unexpected ok! Go watch

and then to nanny's house. took pics. k dah. kakak zai ordered kfc. many tau! BYE AH!

anyway, was suppose to watch suster ngesot today but then... kakak zai ader dinner. so yeah. bye.

Oh yeah bought 3 tops in 2 days. Lala.

Like, i know i look extra ugly in the pics above. Haha. SWEATING!

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