SaaaaaaaAAAaaaaayyyy Thank you Allah. Thank you Allah. I would like to thank God The Almighty, the Most Powerful, the Most Gracious and the Most High for the achievements I received today.
I couldn't describe how I felt while waiting for my turn to receive the results. Even before I step in the school, my neighbour said "You're pale!" Yeah betcha I was pale. And, the teachers in school was like "Relax... relax." I guess it was that bad! I reckon my face was O_O when I was sitting in the hall.
The teachers and principle briefed us on what to do after we get our results. The principle, first of all, congratulated the secondary 5 cohort for being the best out of all the past years. I was "Oh my reallllyyyy?!" He showed the % difference between last year and this year. It was a great achievement. Congratulations Sec 5! That was when, hopes and confidence came blooming in my soul. Woah.
My sister was standing at the back of the hall. I would occasionally turn around to look at her, giving her the I'm-scared-I-wanna-poo face. I was the only one in jacket by the way. Clearly, I was PETRIFIED! MashaAllah...
"Ruzanna & Jia Hui" called Mrs. Liang. It was a nerve-wrecking experience. But, the funny thing was, when the teacher called my name, I seemed to cool down and relax myself. So there I sat, in front of her, with my English teacher beside her, waiting for my result. The moment of truth.
First she showed me my results. I wasn't that happy with my Math because I know I could have done better. But, what I wanted to know was my L1R4. WAS IT BELOW 20 POINTS LIKE HOW I NEED TO GET IF I WANT TO GO MILLENNIA INSTITUTE?
Mrs. Liang gave me a paper which I needed to rip it off to view the content; L1R4 and choices of courses. I was trembling so I told my teacher to rip it of for me. And...
YAHHHHOOOOOO. 15 POINTS! Oh my word. 15 points!!! 15 POINTS. I was expecting a 18 -20 points but 15!!! Ya Rasul... this is awesome. I cried. Yes, I cried. I cried so hard people assumed I failed. Haha. But, no one can ever understand my feelings. I turned to my sis and gave her a thumbs up. She was... let me tell you... :D :D ALL SMILES! She was soooo happy and that makes me cry even more.
I totally, totally cried like someone just got shot when my sister hugged me. And I called Abah, he went "YIIIIIIIPPPPPPPPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE" over the phone. It was so loud. And again, I cried. I cried when I know he was so happy. I cried when I told my mum and brother about my results. I cried when I see them happy. I cried when I know I succeeded in making them happy. I cried because I'm just too happy. And right now, as I'm typing all this, I am crying.
My BFF Nilam called me and asked for my results. She actually SCREAAAMMMMEEEDD through the phone.Lol. I love you, girl.
And congrats cousin Nadia, you made it too! I congratulate everyone who made it! To those who
doesnt, remember, I've been through all that, pick yourself up and move on. Learn your lesson. And everything will be okay. :) To Iqmal, I'm here always.
After all the hugs and tears in school, went to meet Abah. He was super excited. Well, Umi couldn't come along to talk the results with me because grandma was admitted to the hospital AGAIN. Get well soon, granny. :)
Okay, Umi just got back and she gave me a kiss. :)
Anyway, after all that, sis and me had our late lunch at
LJS@IMM. Yahoo. And, we checked out the laptops and all. Abah promised me a laptop if I can get to M.I which I COULD! So, a new laptop of my own soon! Also, PLANNING FOR A CELEBRATION BABY. FIESTA!
Thank you Allah for everything. Everything.
Adios
xoxo