best damn thing

Thursday, August 30, 20078:14 PM

Aiya ah soh ah. Manyak susah ah.

Credits to Rose

Gua stress ah blaja, baja.

Baring jab.

I'm like addicted to my blog song. It's nice. Really. But nicer if it's changed to hey there ruzanna instead. Mak... Perasan abes. Yeah. Addicted to click five the song jenny as well. Oh what? So what if they're power pop? At least they dont act all hardcore like... fob and stuff. Pfft. I listen to all genre now not like before was so obsessed with rock and metal and that i think the rest suck. oh well, emo still suck to me though. OPPPSSSS. lalalala.

and... no one told me there's Social studies test today. Essay question So I just do ah. Skali, the teacher mark then i get ... 11/13. pandainye aku. tk blaja pon bleh pass. haha. k. i was familiar with that topic.

made an appointment with the doctor. on sept. but then im having my prelims. how eh. malas ah nk tepon doc.

here are the lyrics to the song. i've made a lil changes. lala. diam.

Hey there Ryan

what it's like in paris?

I'm a thousand miles away

But boy tonight you look so good

yes you do

Times square can't shine as bright as you

I swear it's true

Hey there Ryan

Don't you worry about the distance

I'm right there if you get lonely

Give this song another listen

Close your eyes

Listen to my voice

It's my disguise

I'm by your side

Oh it's what you do to me~

Hey there Ryan

I know times are getting hard

But just believe me boy

Someday I'll pay the bills with this guitar

We'll have it good

We'll have the life we knew we would

My word is good

Hey there Ryan

I've got so much left to say

If every simple song I wrote to you

Would take your breath away

I'd write it all

Even more in love with me you'd fall

We'd have it all

Oh it's what you do to me~

A thousand miles seems pretty far

But they've got planes and trains and cars

I'd walk to you if I had no other way

Our friends would all make fun of us

and we'll just laugh along because we know

That none of them have felt this way

Ryan I can promise you

That by the time we get through

The world will never ever be the same

And you're to blame

Hey there Ryan

You be good and don't you miss me

Two more years and I'll be done with school

And you'll be making history like you do

You'll know it's all because of you
We can do whatever we want to
Hey there Ryan here's to you
This ones for you

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Wednesday, August 29, 20074:49 PM

Dance at night

Out.

Waiting for the train. Lembab nk mampos k.

Dah penat dudok aku berdiri ah. Mane tk berdiri. Train dah sampai goblok.

Budak belo in the middle. I was talking to myself.

Mak cik in the extreme right sebok.

Was pissed.

Nandoz. Sister's night out!

I'm happy when it comes to eating.

Shisha.

Congrats kakak zai.

She's smart and I'm not.

Wannabe # 1.

Umi all smiles coz I look like her kaum. Haha.

Saudi mari.

Wannabe #2

New shorts. New shades. New liverpool umbrella.

I love my fiancee.

Like... Im lazy to actually write in here what happened in KL and OTW to KL. my trip TO KL sucks a lot. I mean, on my way there that is. Oh. The pictures.

bye.

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Saturday, August 25, 20072:01 PM

Aummm.

Today was pretty funnn. Today was the last day we'r going to have P.E. Ms Siti and me was being crazy. I mean, I keep on disturbing her and she keep on bullying me asking me to take p.e. equipment. Oh, kathy, rose an rubini were bullied too. Haha.

F.Y.I, my oral was the hardest this year. MY day was the hardest one compared to the other days. Pig.

Anyway, stayed back after school with kathy and rose. We did a HILARIOUS video clip of us singing when you're gone. It was funny! But they dont want to upload at you tube. Aler. Haha.

Yeah, Im going off to KL today. So, you wont be seeing me online till WEDNESDAY. Hoho.

Did you know that this envious feeling is killing me at times.

Where those sick B are flirting around with my B.

Keep your hands off my guy.

Don't make me do it for you.

'Cause you'll regret it. For a lifetime.

hmmmmmmmmmmmm... oh yeah.

I love you! You know?!

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Thursday, August 23, 20075:01 PM

Oh. The bet was fufilled and the girl didnt come. Bodoh. Haha.

Goodbye.

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Wednesday, August 22, 20075:49 PM

Kathy tied my hair scorpion plaid just now. nice right.

English oral was okay. Heh. They asked which country i wld love to visit the most and i guess u could guess where. =)

yeah. tomorrow ahem2.

anyway, nice blog song? sweet right? i wanted to cry everytime i listen to this song. sighs.

for you, my love.

There's nothin' I could say to you

Nothin' I could ever do to make you see

What you mean to me

All the pain, the tears I cried

Still, you never said good-bye

And now I know

How far you'd go

I know I let you down

But it's not like that now

This time I'll never let you go

I will be all that you want

And get myself together

'Cause you keep me from falling apart

All my life

I'll be with you forever

To get you through the day

And make everything okay

I thought that I had everything

I didn't know what life could bring

But now I see

Honestly

You're the one thing I got right

The only one I let inside

Now I can breathe

'Cause you're here with me

And if I let you downI'll turn it all around

'Cause I will never let you go

'Cause without you

I can't sleep

I'm not gonna ever, ever let you leave

You're all I gotYou're all I want

Yeah

And without you I don't know what I'd do

I could never ever live a day without you here

With me

Do you see?

You're all I need

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1:54 PM

Muke tk mandi tau. I didnt even wash my face before going out. MUAHAHA.

Hmmmmmmm... So yesterday we did watched rush hour 3. Funny lah bodoh. The girl pretty. The french girl lah. duh. so i can see what Paris is like. Hmmm. Oh well, im jealous because... they get to meet him and i cant. sighs. sighs. sighs. dah lah bye. besok english oral. bye ah! blog aku, aku nye pasal ah.

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Monday, August 20, 20075:44 PM

Gore enough? Feel like puking? This picture is nothing compared to the pain im feeling now. Nak tengok betol2? Meh jumpe aku.

The infection gotten worst after rose accidentally stomp my toe with a chair. haha. okay. i cried. not exactly cried but tears just came out automatically. i was afraid to see whats beneath my socks and shoes but i just took it out. my socks are stained with blood. and yeah...

so, kathy and rose was cleaning my wound. manje nye aku.

and i was barefooted since then. decided not to go to chem remedial. rose and kathy sent me home. awww. yeah. umi served them snacks. suke? suke? haha.

and then, went to the doc... alone. lambat seh tunggu. went for x ray. the doctor scared my toe got fractured. hmmm ... the doc said if my toe isnt cured until next week, she might have to cut half of my nail. and she said its gonna hurt a lot. BOOOOHOOOO.

was at the pharmacy waiting to collect my medicine and stuff. then there was this malay couple sempat romen2 depan aku. alamak... gua darah up lah beb. tsk. oh well, i played peek a boo with this cute lil kid.

then went home.

maybe watching rush hour with kak zai and abg zaki.

and oh, i got the highest in SS. oh, yg pass kau blg. yg fail tk blg. ok typical. nak tau sgt? i failed my chem and physics. if i wasnt sick on that day, i betcha i could pass. i failed my a mark or 2 only. aler.

english passed. as usual. yawn. bebual world sak.

ok tata.

oh wait... sebelom aku lupe...

AHAHAHAHA. MANCHESTER UNITED KALAH.

muahahahakaklalalahohoho!

AHAHAHAHAHAAAAA!!!

oops. lalala.

ruz... kau jgn ruz... nanti liverpool kalah on the next match baru tau. anyway, chelsea dont deserve the penalty... AT ALL.

YOU GOT A PROBLEM? COME AND SAY IT TO MY FACE!

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Sunday, August 19, 20073:10 PM

I see no point of me in here.

Have i ever make anyone happy?

All i did was making people angry.

i'm ugly. im stupid. im short tempered. im useless. im irritating. im dumb.

i never make anyone happy. whats the point of living?

and i just made my mom unhappy. because im stupid.

no doubt people chose my sis over me.

im so sad. im crying while typing.

suddenly felt so alone... so alone...

defiant. i dont make a good daughter. a good lover. a good friend.

i dont appreciate mom's sacrifice, did i?

i suck at everything.

everything.

i wasnt there for anyone.

like, as if they need me.

no one needs me. im just a black sheep in the family.

all people notice was my weaknesses. even a speck of weaknesses compared to the big sacrifice for a change.

i tried. still trying. cant u people see?

no wonder the ones i used to love left me. alone.

dont try to deny. im not in denial. i noe what im saying. im just saying what im feeling.

its the fact.

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Saturday, August 18, 20074:02 PM

Rambot stop it sak ruz.

Hmmmph. Presenting you... the geek look.

pfft.

wanie, ahem me, farhanna and rose

the stage.

i dont think i look good smiling nampak gigi. dont u think??

promote the vampiresss

to hell with the slayersss

i want pouty lips please.

terencat.

Bad hair day. Bad hair day... Coz she have a bad hair day.

Like, totally.

Woke up around 730. Got myself ready. Met Rose under her void deck. Went off to school. We were the first one who came. wheehehe.

Wait for the rest. And then off we went to millenia institute. Hmmm. The musical drama was okay. Saw andi playing the kompang. lol. doubt he saw me.

and then... amir, wanie, farhanna and me went off to J.E to eat kfc. blah blah. went to the library. borrowed some books. and then we went home.

was in the bus when umi called. asked me to go umi dah's house. so i went. slack slack. then went to nanny's house with the kids. played with baby haziq. he loves me tau! coz i brought him downstairs. play play. and then when i wanna go home, he cried. awwww...

klah. maybe going queensway. bye.

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1:32 PM

That's not my hand. It's rose the rose. haha.

So... We talked to Adolphus Tan a.k.a PRINCIPAL instead of VP. He said he'll see how it works. Amir confided to Ms Siti, the coolest teacher. And she say shes gonna help us out. Pfft. Still not confirm yet Whatever.

Oh. The whole class including Mr. Gopal called me a monkey. Oh well, at least gopal did praise me a lil saying ''oh. see a girl doing a man's job''. something like that ah. hoho. lala.

Oh see... Like, I've got datesss lining up after i'm done with my Os. A date with jannah and alyn, and then there's syq, pamela, qhai and i wanna meet niq. maybe dinah as well. lol.

ok. that aside.

So... Im missing him a lot.

When you're around I don't know what to do

I do not think that I can wait

To go over and to talk to you

I do not know what I should say

And I walk out in silence

That's when I start to realize

What you bring to my life

Damn this guy can make me cry

It's so contagious
I cannot get it out of my mind
It's so outrageous
You make me feel so high all the time

They all say that you're no good for me

But I'm too close to turn around

I'll show them they don't know anything

I think I've got you figured out

So I walk out in silence

That's when I start to realize

What you bring to my life

Damn this guy can make me smile

I will give you everything

I will treat you right

If you just give me a chance

I can prove I'm right

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Thursday, August 16, 20074:06 PM

Tell me all that didnt happened.
It HAPPENED.

Tell me it was all a dream.
It's not a frigging dream you stupid nutcase.

Sighs.

How would you feel... If all those months brushing up your skills to contribute to rock and roll turns out to be a PURE waste of time?!

Sad. Angry. Mad. Crazy. Lunatic. Pathetic. Sympathic. Nutcase. Total wackjob.

Ian, Amir and me was waiting for Mr. Tan for the briefing. So came two innocent prefects. ''Hello. Are you guys here for a briefing?''

''Hell yeah''.

''Hmmm. You must make a proposal.''

''Whatever for?''

''This year, we dont want any ROCK songs or ROCK bands.''

Ok. You can just imagine what were the next words that came out of our mouth. Uh-huh. All kinds of language. We were'nt happy. We called Mr Tan.

He came. And I was like ''Why no rock bands?!''

''This is not a talentime where we can have all genres. Plus, we dont want loud, NOISE music. I don't think teachers are interested in rock and all.'' yada yada yada. Ian walked off. Pissed of big time I suppose.

What did I blabbered? I was like, ''I'm sure there are teachers who LOVE love love rock like mr noel ong and stuff. Plus, it's our last year. And all we need is a drum set. We have all the other instruments and gadgets. And, its not fair why hip hop dance are allowed and rock is restricted.''

''We have instructors for hip hop dance. And, we filtered their dancing as well''. Amir keep on convincing him we're only playing decent rock and roll. Not heavy metal and pig gore.

''Oh, you can play acoustic.''

EXCUSE ME. We've been practicing for months as a BAND. What? We dont have instructors and we cant perform? Puh-lease.

''So, you're trying to say all the teachers love hip hop?''

''No...No... Again, this is not a talentime where we have all genres.''

Like, hello ... We want to entertain teachers who actually ROCK OUT during their olden days and the item we're playing are a lil bit from the old rock and modern rock. I'm sure teachers out there at least went to a rock concert ONCE in their life. Like my dad, he was a drummer so its possible the principal might be the lead guitarist for his once a band.

So, we argued and argued and argueeedddd... And still he says no, no and no.

We walked away.

We were pissed off. BIG TIME.

Initially, we wanted to negotiate with the VP. But VP went home already so we decided to iron things out tomorrow morning.

We asked this young male malay teacher. He was like ''Why not? I think that song is cool.'' Gee.

If you were me, wouldnt you be pissed?

Oh, Im sure some people will laugh and mutter under your bad stink breath saying ''Serve you right''. Oh, let me get this straight. You people are jealous. Admit it. =)

ARG! I'm pissed!!!

To hell who say rock are nothing but noise.

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2:28 PM

Pics taken by rosie rose. Haha.

School was fine... Gopal didnt come. A boring teacher took over. Blah blah. Im still a lil sick but not as gloomy as I was the past few days.

No remedial after school. Slacked around in school with rose and kathy. Hmmm.

They did something for me. Ssshh... Haha.

Anyway, going out soon. To wanie's crib. Taking back my periuk. K.

I'm outta here. Eager to read my newly-borrowed books.

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