Get over it
Tuesday, November 20, 20078:12 AM
Hello. My psychiatrist a.k.a Miss Shrink treats me well. I'll tell you about our session later.
I was sleeping again just now and my phone beeps. It was the lady from Giant, IMM. She called to come for interview. And then, I went there, and the manager said that she will refer me to the Department Manager and if there's no call for the next 3 days from them means they are not interested. Damn. PRAY FOR ME PLEASE. I'm ROTTING at home. I saw Sasha and Bat. 2 nice sweet girls. Pretty, pretty. At least they're not arrogant even though we're 3 years difference. And I think they saw me acting like a monkey on the escalator.
Anyway, back to Miss Shrink.
Miss Shrink treats my mental illness. No. I'm not crazy. Just a little disturb and BELO.
After pouring out everything that's troubling my mind to her, she started giving me this psychiatrist look and tone.
Miss Shrink told me to ignore. Miss Shrink told me not to talk to the guy or them. Miss Shrink told me to laugh when I feel like crying. Miss Shrink told me to stop listening to i'm-suicide kind of songs. Miss Shrink told me to control my eating even though she understood that I'm stress. She's just worried I'll go overweight. [Which we both know is impossible now] Miss Shrink told me to stop any physical contact with the opposite sex. [No problem. As always] Miss Shrink told me to stop being infatuated with any guy. [In the meantime. I'm too young] Miss Shrink told me it's better to have a celebrity crush. [But, in my case, it's the heart throb soccer player. *drools*.
There you go. Miss Shrink helped a lot. Hey, why should I care with anyone that doesn't appreciate me or was a pretender all along? I really, seriously, and mean it, when I say I don't need you people anymore. Hey relax. I was referring to those who mentally hurts and destroy me. Don't come talking anymore because I won't give a earwax on what you people are gonna say. I don't even need your explanation. I'm completely fine without you guys. Really. You're so fine I want you mine you're so delicious~
It's funny when you think it's gonna work out. Man, you already hurt this woman down here. ''Yooohoooo!'' *Waves hand vigorously* But, damn damn damn, I'm cool now. I'm trying out this new thing recommended by Miss Shrink. BE OPTIMISTIC. *di angguk angguk angguk angguk* ''Kita selalu optimis."
I miss being on my skateboard!!! I miss skating. I miss doing my ollie. And, if you ask me to do ollie, I won't be able to do it now because that was ... 2-3 years ago. LOL. Eh, dumbos, don't go around call me a POSEUR because YOU never see me SKATE and do my THANG before. Did I just say THANG?
Oh, I miss soccer too! I used to play soccer with cousins and I'm the only girl in it. So much fun! And, used to play soccer with the guys in school who now turned their backs on me. No. I'm not even the least sad about it.
Okay. So what's next. I'm gonna do some choreography on my dance steps. Finishing soon. And then showing it to my sis. So we're gonna wrap it all up tonight. Maybe I'm gonna record myself dancing it and then post it in youtube. Sis and me are gonna teach the people in her workplace. GIRLS ONLY. Who says we can't shake like PCD. *raises eyebrow*
Brother's birthday tomorrow.
Let's end this, with a song. ''TEPOK TANGAN RAMAI-RAMAI YE.''
Get over itSlipping down a slideI did enjoy the rideDon't know what to decideYou lied to meYou looked me in the eyeIt took me by surpriseNow are you gratifiedYou cried to meLa, la, la, la, laDon't turn aroundI'm sick and I'm tired of your faceDon't make this worseYou've already gone and got me madIt's too bad I'm not sadIt's casting overIt's just one of those thingsYou'll have to get over itWhen I was feeling downYou'd start to hang aroundAnd then I found your hands all over meAnd that was out of boundsYou filthy rotten houndIt's better than it sounds, believe meLa, la, la, la, laDon't turn aroundI'm sick and I'm tired of your faceDon't make this worseYou've already gone and got me madIt's too bad I'm not sadIt's casting overIt's just one of those thingsYou'll have to get over itHey, you gotta get over itHey, you gotta get over itIt's too bad I'm not sadIt's casting overIt's just one of those thingsYou'll have to get over itDon't turn aroundI'm sick and I'm tired of your faceDon't make this worseYou've already gone and got me madDon't turn aroundI'm sick and I'm tired of your faceDon't make this worseYou've already gone and got me madIt's too bad I'm not sadIt's casting overIt's just one of those thingsYou'll have to get over itYou'll have to get over it
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