Hi. I'm RUZ.
And I'm very angry. Right now. Angry at what I just... happened to lay my eyes on and read those things. Really, really. Where have I went wrong? Left without a word.
See, people, I don't write my personal life at blog. Personal as in way too personal. Not in DETAILS at least. So, I won't mention anything about that matter in details.
Cokelat says ''Ku ingin kau rasakan pahitnya terbuang sia-sia''. Ruz, move on man. MOVE ON.
''TAXI!!!''
So, these past few days, I've been concerntrating a lot on my guitar and dancing. Nothing matters anymore. Will be demostrating them to sis' workplace. Maybe. I've been eating a lot too. Like a lot.
So, today went out with bro, sis and mother. [Ya ya. I don't go out with friends]. First stop was Serangoon. Saaaaaay... The waiter there was like whispering to each other saying things like ''That girl sure can eat.'' Haha. I may be skinny but I eat a lot. Recently especially. Coz Im stress.
And then to city hall. Citylink. Sis bought another LIVERPOOL jacket. That freak. And then to Peninsular. She bought more Liverpool merch. Freak. Haha.
Then to vivo city. And home. I hate vivo city.
The Truth
So here we are
We are alone
There’s weight on your mind
I wanna know
The truth
If this is how you feel
Say it to me
If this was ever real
I want the truth from you
Give me the truth even if it hurts me[x2]
I want the truth
So this is you
You're talking to me
You found a million ways to let me down
So I’m not hurt when you’re not around
I was blind
But now I see
This is how you feel
Just say it to me
If this was ever real
I want the truth from you
Give me the truth even if it hurts me[x2]
I know that this will break me
I know that this might make me cry
You gotta say what’s on your mind, on your mind
I know that this will hurt me
And break my heart and soul inside
But I don’t wanna live this lie
I want the truth from you
Give me the truth even if it hurts me
I want the truth from you
Give me the truth even if it hurts
I don’t care no more, no
Just give me the truth
Give me the truth
'Cause I don’t care no more
Give me the truth
'Cause I don’t care no more, no
Just give me the truth
Give me the truth
Give me the truth
Give me the truth
Give me the truth
'Cause I don’t care no more, no
-Sad song, indeed.
PerfectSick of circling the same roadSick of bearing the guiltSo open the windows to cool offAnd heat pours in insteadPerfect in weaknessI'm only perfect in just your strength aloneAll my efforts to clean meLeave me putrid and filthyAnd how can you look at meWhen I can't stand myselfI'm tired to be honestI'm nobodyPerfect in weaknessI'm only perfect in just your strength alonePerfect in weaknessI'm only running in just your strength aloneI tried to kill youYou tried to save meYou save meYou save meYou save meYou save mePerfect in weaknessI'm only perfect in just your strength alonePerfect in weaknessI'm only running in just your strength alone