Ruzanna Agger
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Mi amor de mi vida
DANIEL AGGER
He's the only onethat can make my heart beats slow
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Saturday, December 29, 20077:40 AM
I came across a blog. I thought they were so sweet. Pretty Irin went on a picnic with her dear boyfriend at east coast or west coast. With wine, candles, food and stuff. Watched the sunset. And she's 2 years younger than me. Lol. Some people are lucky. [Excluding the wine part]. No, I'm not whining for the same thing to happen to me. Personally, I feel that I prefer the term hanging out then going on a date. Im seventeen. To have a real date or not, doesn't really matter to me. I still have a long, long way to go. I know some of you might be thinking I didnt really enjoy teenage life. Oh well, I'm enjoying my teenage life very much now. With my family around, I am thankful enough. Lack of freedom made me think that way. Why bother? The question is why bother having a boyfriend or not? Don't worry, that question is directed at me only me. First, I couldn't make my boyfriend happy. I couldnt take walks on the beach or go on a candlelight dinner with him. So why bother? Second, generally, okay no, majority of guys believe in touchy2 mushy2 which includes hugs and kisses. Whereas me, got sick and tired of that and disgusted by any physical contact with the opposite sex, WHICH, I often see in public. And there he went. Bye Bye. So, why bother? Third, I couldn't even use the phone in peace when father is around. He wouldnt care if it's a girl. He would sooo care if it was a guy. Imagine this: Boyfriend called. I keep on hanging up. Boyfriend smsed and told me why I hung up. My answer: Daddy is around. That sounded waaay silly. Unless the guy understood. But then again, past experiences said it all. They got tired and said byebye. So why bother? Fourth, being me, I really am not looking forward to have any boyfriend. I just wanna have fun. No, NO, fun not in the terms of having guys around me and remain single. Fun. You know, fun stuff like wake up in the afternoon, laptop, eat, laptop, TV, eat and eat. Maybe when I'm legally 18, I might consider. MIGHT. But, in the meantime, whatever. So, I cried myself to sleep yesterday night. I always do actually. But, yesterday was like tsunami. I miss Ryan so much. Why did he have to go? I don't believe in spirits lingering around with their loved ones. But, sometimes I wish things like that exist. Luckily I have his photo I could look at and talk to whenever I need someone or just plain bored. Lol. Talking about Ryan, I'll never forgive you stupid fags in that house. Ugly mother f... Juggie, I watched alien vs predator part 1 already. Haha. Lets go watch AVP 2. Like I can... Lalala. Oh, I'm so into Keyshia Cole's Last night verse. If I told you once, I told you twice, You can see it in my eyes. I'm all cried out, With nothing to say. You're everything I wanted to be. If you could only see, Your heart belongs to me. I love you so much, I'm yearning for your touch. Come and set me free, Forever yours I'll be, Baby won't you come and take this pain awayyyyy. I need you, And you need me. This is so plain to see, And I will never let you go and, I will always love you so. I will... If you could only see, Your heart belongs to me. I love you so much, I'm yearning for your touch. Come and set me free, Forever yours I'll be, Baby won't you come and take this pain awayyyyy. The rythm is nice. Oh well... Tanpa Kekasihku Langit begitu gelap Hujan tak juga reda Ku harus menyaksikan cintaku terrengut tak terselamatkan Ingin ku ulang hari Ingin ku perbaiki Kau sangat ku butuhkan beraninya kau pergi dan tak kembali... Di mana letak surga itu Biar ku gantikan tempatmu dengan ku Adakah tangga surga itu Biar kutemukan untuk bersamamu Ku biarkan senyumku menari di udara Biar semua tahu KEMATIAN TAK MENGAKHIRI CINTA Apalah ertinya hidup tanpa kekasihku percuma ku ada di sini... Percuma ku ada di sini tanpa kekasihku bersamaku - Life's gotta move on. I've to accept the fact that he's gone. I accepted his death. But, it's hard to move. Not now. Not yet. Pray for me. |
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