I CRIED LIKE F___ when i typed in the first four words in this entry. what makes u think im gonna smile when i call myself a fag?

Think it's easy to turn someone down? Someone who was there while the rest turned their backs on me and do i appreciate it? Yes, as hell I do but i dont know how to show it again, ruz is a biatch. Point taken im the biggest faggot you will ever know i can assure you that

one lil comment can cause the biggest hectic chaos ever and it sucks believe me i tried being an angel and care for everyone but its hard u know which bitch can do that not even me

why do you have to talk? i mean really why it hurts me so much that im crying right now, pie. yes u dont exactly talk to me but that one little photo comment bring tears to my eyes i know i sound so childish and stupid.

heck yes it hurts juggie a lot. ='( im crying now because im angry at myself. angry at how STUPID ruz can be. i dont think i deserve anyone.

juggie love, you deserve much better than me i swear. i would be the luckiest girl ever living on earth if we're meant to be together. but deep inside i know you deserve much better than me.

veronica doesnt deserve juggie
ronnie wants juggie to know that he is deeply treasured.
=''(

lets start afresh please i love having crushes and not love.

right now... i swear i wanna kill somebody. to you babi, i thank you for showing me that close friends could not be trusted.



Perfect world

I never could’ve seen this far
I never could’ve seen this coming
Seems like my world’s falling apart
Yeah

Why is everything so hard
I don’t think I can deal with the things you said
It just won’t go away

In a perfect world
This could never happen
In a perfect world
You’d still be here
And it makes no sense
I could just pick up the pieces
But to you
This means nothing
Nothing at all

I used to think that I was strong
Until the day it all went wrong
I think I need a miracle to make it through
Yeah

I wish that I could bring you back
I wish that I could turn back time
Cuz I can’t let go
I just can’t find my way
Yeah
Without you I just can’t find my way

In a perfect world
This could never happen
In a perfect world
You’d still be here
And it makes no sense
I could just pick up the pieces
But to you
This means nothing
Nothing at all

I don’t know what I should do now
I don’t know where I should go
I’m still here waiting for you
I’m lost when you’re not around
I need to hold on to you
I just can’t let you go

Yeah
Yeah

In a perfect world
This could never happen
In a perfect world
You’d still be here
And it makes no sense
I could just pick up the pieces
But to you
This means nothing
Nothing at all

Nothing, nothing at all
Nothing at all

+You have a pretty clear picture that my teenage life is pretty messed up

you don't know what its like... to be like me.