Ruzanna Agger
3/11/90
Islam/Family/Liverpool
Princesa
Mi amor de mi vida
DANIEL AGGER
He's the only onethat can make my heart beats slow
and skips faster at the same time
What I call NEEDS
Daniel Agger Fernando Torres Lionel Messi Trip to Anfield
MEET LIVERPOOL PLAYERS Kaka Brasil Jacket Liverpool away CL jersey Names on new jersey Liverpool Ladies tank top More ear piercings Checkered red capris Suspenders White shades Macbeth footwear Mini crown/tiara Paris Hilton heiress perfume Adidas tennis skirt Pink skirt Shades the day THEY die LIVERPOOL new Away jersey 09/10 Pink heels Pink shoes New MP3 My own digi camera New hp Denim shorts Pink ribbon hairband Pink football socksTu Habla!
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musica
Miley Cyrus - Party in the USA
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tanpa kekasihku
Wednesday, December 5, 20079:47 AM
Sayang,
the reason why i wrote to you this letter is because i wnt u to knw tht im leaving this world soon. leaving my family and u soon.firstly, i wanna apologise cause i can't fulfill my promises.sorry cause ive been given u so many high hopes. . lastly, i wnt u to knw that my love to u was nvr in doubt. i love u before, now and forever. cause i know theres no one going to love me better and no one knws how to apprecite me like u do. u have no idea how much i miss you and wish u were here with me. remember how i told u i have a million thoughts going through my head at every second of every day? well, u are always my main thought and every other thought in my head revolves around u. i cant honestly tell u where i'd be right now if i didnt have u. if i dnt have u, i have nthg. u are my world, u consume my every thought,word&whisper. u are there for me. always there and always will be. i can't afford to lose someone special like u. i'd rather die first. ive been alone my whole life and im tired of searching, i will look no further. if i cant be with u, i dnt want to be with anyone. u complete me, theres no longer an empty, meaningless space. I thank u for that, for u will never knw how much you mean or how much you are needed. u are the reason i get out of bed every day, u are the reason i have something to look forward to in my life. u are my every need and want. When I fantasize, i think of u, my every intimate thought consists of you. Baby, you make my life worthwhile and you do it effortlessly, I love you now and forever k syng? u tau tak, selame ni i selalu ingt nk kawin ngn u and stuff. tapi harapan i semue hancur. cause of what? cause im dying. before i end, i want u to promise me smtg. please don't repeat ur mistake. i dont want u to turn into a lesbo ok syng? there are plenty of guys waiting for u. l ike for example, rizal, mateen etc. rizal da lame tgu kan u syng. die da lame cinte kt u. dont ask me how i knw. find a guy yng tulus mencintai u tau. even if im dead, i will still get to see u. i'll watch over you every single day ok syng? i love u. ='( how i wish i cld spend some time with you before he take my life away. and i swear i've been crying all this while.syng, please do take care of yourself ok? remember, everything happen for a reason. i love u. [[ ryan wrote to you this letter before he left. he wanted to post this letter to you but he didnt get the chance. so i copied every single words that he wrote in a piece of paper and send it to u- fasha]] Sighs. I cried. Yes. And still crying omg the tears brimming my eyes are blurring my vision i could barely see anything now. HOW COULD I STOP LOVING HIM? OH MY GOD WHO AM I KIDDING? what makes anyone think i dont THINK of him every second of my life? hoping he would appear in my life again even in my nightmare. hoping this is all one big nightmare. God, i'm too young to go through all this. God, he's too young. Yes, i dont blame you for anything, God. Initially i wanted to post something nice about my KAKA who won the best european player, but i received this email and decided nothing is more important than ryan himself even though he's not here with me anymore you can imagine now how hurt i am seeing people i trusted, people i loved, left me abandon just like that... and they're not dead. NOT DEAD. ALIVE and RUNNING. i wish i could bring you back.i wish i could see you again. i know that i can't. TANPA KEKASIHKU langit begitu gelap hujan tak juga reda ku harus menyaksikan cintaku terenggut tak terselamatkan ingin ku ulang hari ingin ku perbaiki kau sangat ku butuhkan beraninya kau pergi dan tak kembali di mana letak surga itu biar ku gantikan tempatmu denganku adakah tanda surga itu biar ku temukan untuk bersamamu... ku biarkan senyumku menari di udara biar semua tahu kematian tak mengakhiri cinta... dimana letak surga itu biar ku gantikan tempatmu denganku adakah tanda surga itu biar kutemukan untuk bersamamu 2x apalah artinya hidup tanpa kekasihku percuma ku ada di sini |
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