fcuks
Friday, January 18, 20082:06 PM
Craaaaap. I went to the polyclinic just now to change the dressing/bandage. Holy cow it frigging hurts so bad that I laughed instead of crying. Really. I'm not kidding you. A very nice Indian nurse, quite pretty, was being nice. She said my tolerance for pain is high because usually her patients won't let her touch their toes. Lol. Oh, I know, I'm strong. =pWe chatted while she changed the dressing. She asked about my contact lenses and said it suits me. Hahahaha. Then, she told me when she was in the States, people thought it was her real eyes because down there they don't really wear lenses and the nurse just nodded to whatever they said. Haha. Funny. And, when I laughed because I was in pain, she laughed along. Haha.There were 2 other nurses walking back and forth peeping on my toe and their faces went 'ouch!'. Hah. They told me not to look at it. Macam tau aje aku nie takot gore. But, curiousity killed me[not the cat] and so I took a glance on my toe. POW. Disgusting. Blood was flowing profusely and my mental state went bonkers I thought I was gonna die. But I went silent since I remembered the nurse complimented me on my 'brutal' attitude. HAHA. Sshh. The pain was so excruciating. It was the worst pain I've ever, ever felt in my wholleeee life. I poked needles anywhere but they were nothing compared to this. The nurse did her job which includes: unwrapping the bandage, squeeze my FRIGGING toe, tapped my toe, cleaned the blood, dig dig dig. I admit, I did muttered a lil Ow. Ouch. Yeow. But then I laughed. But then again, there tears welled up my eyes. Lol.My toe. It was all red. I could see holes in my flesh. I could see FLESH. Woah-ho. Hurraaay. This blog is about dear toe so you better appreciate it you damn toe. Haha.Oh, some people weren't concerned about my toe [like, I give a FCUK about that]. If you're not concern or anything, just shut up for all I care. Don't come around asking me dumb questions whereas I'M suffering and trying to bear this stupid pain. And there you people are, asking me STUPID OUTRAGEOUS questions.If you're in my place, you couldn't even last a day you dumbfcuk. Ya know, after the minor surgery, taking a shower was like mingling around with the devils in a torture chamber. I was warned not to let ANY WATER touch the bandage. Wrapped a plastic around my right foot. Right foot up the sink and I'm balancing my weight on my left leg. Being so cautious not to let water flow in the goddamn plastic bag to my toe.I walked on my left leg. I'm walking on hind legs. My right leg was limping damnit... Haha. I walk funny. Really. Haha. Even I laughed at myself. Oh, limping gini pon ader orang nak flirt dengan aku. Hahahaha. And, when I had to walk on hills upwards, I had to put all the force and weight on my left leg. Sighs. By the time I reach the peak, I'm already panting like an animal who just got f__ed. HAHAHAHAHA. ssh.So, tomorrow had to go for another one at polyclinic. Sheesh.He was a sk8er boiShe said see you later boiHe wasn't good enough for herP/s: You wanna know more more more about me?I'm the girl who's kicking the coke machine.,!, (-.-) ,!,
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