AAAAAAH. I can feel the pressure, people! Okay I attended the H2 Malay and I was :0 "Say what." Haha. It was hard but I still gotta take it to stay away from english literature! I loveeee english literature but to get too serious about it and to intrepid in depth is just not me. So I would just stick with H2 Malay.

Okay, H2 Malay components includes language AND literature. HAHA. Awww damn it. Literature as in I gotta buy, read and understand novels, poetry, poems, drama etc etc. My worddddd... Why oh whyyyyy!!! I have a feeling I just can't afford to miss any lessons.

So I made up my mind, I'm taking H2: Geography, Malay and Managment of business. H1: Chemistry. Compulsory: General Paper. Good luck okay Ruzanna. Haha.

Oh boy, from next week, I gotta stop all this. Meaning, no more regular blogging[oh shit], no msn chatting and such. Well, I am still able to check my email, facebook and myspace through psp or my PDA and I will make it a point to only check it for 15-30 minutes THATS IT! I will only be online on the weekends. So please, don't make any stupid statements saying my blog is dead because it's f-ing NOT! Don't tell me you miss me because you're not! Haha.

Some people believe that the first year in college means its a honeymoon year where you can take everything lightly. F no man! Not for me. I don't wanna waste my time in Millennia Institute. I wanna do well. Get good A levels results, not just some queen, and make it through University. THEN, I'll be applying for air stewardess. Haha. Sounds insane? Well, if I have higher education then the rest of the people who applies for that career, I will be THE CHOSEN ONE. Scary huh. Haha.

I just wanna do well, that's all. That's the only thing I can do to make my family happy happy and happy! :D InsyaAllah. So please, don't pressure me to get a bf. *slaps*

Oh, I went to the Tennis tryouts. HAHA. Okay I wasn't selected. How the hell am I suppose to compete with experienced player where I DON'T EVEN PLAY TENNIS BEFORE. Haha. I thought they were gonna train us or something but Nah.

So, I played a lil football just now. And my toe is having blisters. Thanks a lot.

So Im still thinking whether I should join Football or Hockey. Hmmmmm...

Whatever.

He calls me baby
then he won't call me.
Say he adores me
and then ignores me.
WHAT'S THE PROBLEM?!