I'm in school now and if you ask me how the hell I'm feeling... I'm feeling like a total moron. Maybe no one would even notice if I'm dead or alive. I've been so emotional these days even Daniel Agger couldn't make me reconcile. Maybe because I'm sick. And this even sicker feeling makes me even sick. But, it's me. Who even cares... If only I happened to look like Megan Fox then people would notice.

Sometimes I wish I wasn't so transparent. I just wish I could pretend nothing happened. But again, I'm me. I cry. A lot. It hurts when I try to hold back tears. It takes a hell, a lot of effort to control myself. To make it worst, I would totally breakdown when people ask why.

Can't people just STOP hurting me?

FOLKS.